a star....and a stray dog

Moved

2009-08-25T12:04:00.000+08:00

Hey guys i have moved to sanguinarycalm.blogspot.com

2009-07-10T11:51:00.001+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

2009-06-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

Sigh, it started to bleed again...

Anyway the world lost a good man this morning, my uncle passed away peacefully in his sleep...

Really moodless.

Of Pretty Nurses and a Funny Doc

2009-05-27T21:16:00.004+08:00

Hello, today i am scarred for life. Today is a very sad day for me. I feel so depress after what i have been through. I LOST MY ANAL VIRGINITY OMG !!! It all started when i wipe my ass after i do business last week. Then i notice got 1 patch of blood. PMS FROM THE ASS? Cannot be la so i think constipation lor. Next day i drink water liao go toilet, after go toilet drink water again and so on. Then when do big biz again, should be alright right? NO! still got blood la.... Hais very sad and sick one lo.. So i tell my parents, they suspect i got piles ( Shi Chang ). So they make appointment for me see doctor. I go see the doctor.... Then the tv running the show damn funny. So i sit there laugh and laugh.. Then my turn, i lie on the bed the doc put on glove then check my sai kang inside lor. He announced i got piles but not very serious. He suggested to use small small rubber band to tie it so that it will stop swelling to a tumour and by theat time i need operation. He also say it will take me 10 mins only. Then ok lor might as well right since already here just get it done lor. So the nurse bring me to the place i change into the 'apron ' then lie on bed. He ask me turn around and bring my knee to my chest area. Then he say " I know this is so not right, 2 men doing this but we have to do it. " Ok la bo bian i understand. But what i didn't expect is the 2 pretty nurses also involved in the tying-of-my-piles-treatment. SIBEI PAISEH CAN. Then the Doc keep talking about the soccer match later on, then he ask i support which team and i better pick the right one if not later the treatment got accident. Heng ah ! HE also support Man Utd. Steady, he inject 3 needle to my sai kang area sibei tia then he use sth to shoot the rubber band onto the piles ( That's what i feel ). Then ok settle liao, he say for the next 2 days my sai kang will lai ang abit but is normal then 1 month pass come back see him. Anyway the nurse is quite power also, last time maths keep fail then she got maths tution 3 different teacher per week but still fail O lvl, then she join nursing and get many many award then the Doc pull her in his team. Yeah so this is what happened.

2009-05-25T20:03:00.001+08:00

you know you are really tired when you stare at a golf bag from a distance for 20 seconds and presume its a lady with Baju Kurung.

I have learnt..

2009-05-21T23:22:00.001+08:00

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.
And it's not the end of the world.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself
to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.

I've learned that it's not what happens to people,
It's what they do about it.

I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can't.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done
regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't five me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean that they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.

I've learned taht your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don't even know you.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that writing,
as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.

I've learned to love
and be loved.

I've learned...

2009-05-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

Only recently then my internship has kicked off with me doing some lab work and it is kind of tough working with equipment i am not familiar with. But as jq put it :

¤Řnß♫ says (10:09 PM):
*its okay lah
¤Řnß♫ says (10:10 PM):
*if you know how to do that will be werid

True...

Anyway i will be busy for the coming weeks as i need to submit the interim report ( a report which consist of what you have been doing for the 1st half of attachment ). I haven't even got started ! and it is due very soon....

zzzz

Supersize THIS!

2009-04-11T21:05:00.005+08:00

2009-04-06T20:22:00.006+08:00

Hey guys, Its been a while since i updated on my fishing status...

Recently SH and I went went on a fishing trip to freshwater.. We bashed for abit then found a suitable spot to cast our lures.. There were some actions but it seems like the fish was in a stubborn mood or our lures just weren't appealing enough for them to take a bite. As the sides of the area may hold some surprises and the fishes at the open space aren't responding, we decided to just focus casting at the sides.

Take! SH got a miss! Looks like our desicion was right. I was trying out the rubbers but to no avail... A bigger ripple surfaced just abit further by the sides. Excitedly, i searched through my lure bag to find something that could reach the distance.. Uh huh ! The ALIVE sasuke lookalike!

Clipped on and sent it flying, twitched for 2 to 3 strokes and paused until it finally was in front. Whatever that was it didn't seem quite attracted to my lure.. Not giving up, i casted it out again, only this time i twitched more frantically akin to an escaping fish.. "Psshh!" A splash just around 2 Metres from me! A solid hook-up! It tried to pull my drag out but was only able to splash around the area. Slightly high drag was chosen because of threatening twigs and branches lying by the sides. Oh a hauran! Now the problem is how to land it as we were on higher ground. After some quick thinking, SH decided that the only option was i yank it higher for him to grab the leader...Sounds risky but its the only choice we got. 1, 2, 3, Success !!

Photo - Taking

( Thanks SH! )

Lure/Rubber used : ALIVE! Sasuke imatiation
Rod : G.Loomis2 6'feet Fast Action 6 - 10 lb
Reel : Caldia Kix 2500
Line : Tuffline ( yellow ) 10lb
Methods used: Frantic twitching, constant but slow retrieve

Another more recent trip, I was dreaming of me catching a Big PB in a dream...Then i woke up.. Hmm still early and i got the urge to fish. This is a very last minute, out-of-the-blue, inspired-by-a-dream trip.

Proceeded to spot after some time...Water was calm and serene...until the ripples start appearing, after all you at least want to see that something is around right? keke. Equiped myself with a halco roosta popper, the smaller one, and started popping lazily, still feeling sleepy..

A big ripple lurked behind my popper! Cast again... this time.. WHAM! A Snakehead ! I was awakened by the sound and my drag gave off that desperate tune.. Adjusted a few more clicks up as the water terrains are very threatening.. However as it dashed madly again..Suddenly my rod jerked back! I lost it! Feeling dazed, i checked what went wrong... !#!$@$#$ The snap opened!!!!

Downcasted, i changed my snap, checked my leader and continued casting, rubbers this time. A slight tug was all i got after that.

Changed to another spot thats nearby, and resumed my morning game. Spotted some structures and the devil dared me to cast. Not giving in, i did.. After about 3 casts, i had an instant take!! Again, my drag sounded off.. This time i was more careful, and this time the fish was also more co-operative. It didn't attempt to dash to the dangers but to the open waters.The fight felt different, I was very sure it wasn't a Snakehead and felt more like a Peacock Bass.. Dejavu prior to my dream? Alas, when it got closer, it was neither...A Sultan Fish!

I was now more determined to land it. It still got the stamina to go a few more dashes and i was patient, waiting for it to feel abit more subdued before i bring it in. But fate has other plans for me, the fish decided to go to the right and got tangled with an underground branch which was not visible to the eye. SHIT! I was definitely not going to miss a second fish! I tried reeling in abit and the branched moved slightly. Fortunately, the fish was either worned out or decided to take a rest as it wasn't moving much.. However, i was sure it was only a matter of seconds before it changes its mind. As i was wearing rubber boots, i then got down the water and pulled the branch. It got out after some pulling but my line was still tangled in it. Using my rod to carefully manuver and control the line, i managed to sort out the tangled line. Seizing my lip grip, i hurriedly gripped the fish in one swift moment. ( Thanks Alan for the modified grip !! )

( 1 for the record books! )

Hehehe .. the motto of this CR is when you dream you kenna fish, go fishing =x

Lure/Rubber used : Still Hunt ( black ) 5 Inch
Rod : G.Loomis2 6'feet Fast Action 6 - 10 lb
Reel : Caldia Kix 2500
Line : Tuffline ( yellow ) 10lb
Methods used: Slight twitch and jerk, constant, normal speed retrieve

2009-03-31T16:51:00.004+08:00

This is the third week of my attachment already

Somehow, i feel so out of place..Lost?

Its like i feel that maybe this field is not for me.

Everytime my mentor asks me something, i can't seem to answer.

Everytime i encounter a problem, i tried but still it cannot be solved.

Feeling such a burden...

I have no idea if its normal or not but other people having internship seem to have moved to bigger things and have alot to write in their reports.

Sigh...Hopefully things turn out better in time.

Thankfully everyone has been very nice to me especially my lunch kakis.

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2009-02-24T21:23:00.005+08:00

Hello guys...

Some lonnnng ago reunion dinner pics..

Well yesterday had FNS paper, quite ok except for the face that i threw away 10 marks due to some forgetfulness ..*sigh* and to think i studied so hard for it.. zz. Anyway no point crying over spilt milk, now focusing on revisions for the upcoming CSF paper. Frankly i have very little confidence over it because i wasn't and never will be good at subjects that got to do with numbers...

S/Cheryl(s) booked chalet at Changi from next Mon to Weds...so i shld be MIA for that period of time. I think they came up with the idea because some of us going attachment, some of us attending classes next term so very little chance of us meeting in school regularly..Hope the IAP briefing in school next tues won't have to bring laptop luh..haha going to discuss what to do with the rest because it clashes with the chalet...

I got a call from Orange Business Services (Company that im going for attachment) which is situated at . It will go on from 9 March to 14 Aug around 159 days. Working hours should be 9am - 6pm... The place is quite far from home...oh well. I'm the only one attached to there lo.. The rest kiind of like got companion. They didn't give me an interview like the rest of the companies for my other classmates 0.0!

'PASS' & 'A' Grades Assessment Criteria

Assessment Criteria for a ‘PASS’ Grade

Meet basic requirements:

* ePortfolio set up with complete IA information
* Training Programme updated in ePortfolio
* Weekly reports for the whole duration of the attachment
* Report completed with relevant information
* Meet IAP attendance requirement
* Meet company’s project basic specifications

Demonstrate/Present his/her project.

Assessment is only based on works done by him/her.

Sufficient understanding of how the project works.

Assessment Criteria for ‘A’ grade

* Achieve well beyond the assessment criteria for a ‘Pass’ grade.
* Demonstrate his/her project well, fully meet, and if possible going beyond original project objective.
* Resourceful in term of finding and understanding new information.
* Able to independently figure-out, understand, experiment and test complex hardware/software.
* Shows very good understanding of the work done.
* Able to make changes to complex hardware/software to meet project requirements.
* Able to troubleshoot and solve complex problem independently.
* Able to demonstrate and explain necessary changes to a complex hardware/software if requirement is changed.
* Presentable, reliable, working final product or research leading to patent, publish paper or present paper.
* Good documentation of hardware/software done.
* Well written report containing necessary information to duplicate or use the product.
* Good feedback or testimonial from company.

Item IAP Interim Report

- Min 40 pages

- Additional information/results may be included as appendixes.

- Date 1: Submit draft report 2 wks before interim assessment deadline in Mel.LO will comment and correct your draft.

- Date 2: Submit corrected report to Mel before assessment deadline.

- Marks will be deducted for late submission. 4 marks x number of day will be deducted after deadline.

Item Final Report

- Min 60 pages

- Additional information/results may be included as appendixes.

- Date 1: Submit draft report 2 wks before final presentation. LO will comment and correct your draft report.

- Date 2: Submit corrected report 1 wk before final presentation to Mel and hardcopy to supervisor.

- Testimonial is optional and can be included in report.

Item Final Presentation

- Bring your own laptop for presentation

- Attire : Formal

- 15 mins presentation

- 5 mins Q&A

- Schedule will be sent through email.

- Weightage : 30% of the total final assessment

Ok i hope at the end of everything i will things to write for the LOOONGGG report =x.

Chiong ah guys!

2009-02-05T21:37:00.001+08:00

Look how corrupted and dirty this world is, the good guys always get bullied.

2009-01-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

This little girl, of age 14, once quarrelled with her mother.
And left home.
She had no money on her, no clothes on her.
She had nothing.
She had wandered off, and came across this noodle store.
She stood there and stared.
Wishing the aroma of the noodle will fill her growling stomach.
As she stood, the lady boss of the noodle store saw this little girl.
She was just standing there.
Looking at her frying the noodles.
Making no sound at all, just standing there.
One hand on her tummy, and another hanging limply by her side.

She went up to her and asked.
"Are you hungry?"
That little girl gave a weak nod.
She then went on to fry a plate of noodles for the little girl.
That little girl refused the noodles initially.
"I have no money to pay you."
The lady boss just smiled and told her it's for free.

That little girl was so hungry, she set off to eating the noodles at once.
Then, halfway through eating the noodles.
The lady boss noticed tears trickling down the little girl's face.
"Why are you crying?"
"Because you've offered me a plate of noodles even when i have no money to pay you."
She was touched to tears.

"Then what about your mother? She has done so many things for you voluntarily, and had never asked for anything in return."

2009-01-22T20:23:00.001+08:00

2009-01-18T06:19:00.001+08:00

Hope we get something later !

2009-01-17T22:03:00.005+08:00

Phew, its been a long time since i updated.. Recently recovered from diahorrhoea for 1-2 days....also not sure what did i eat..

Upcoming Events. ( If my memory didn't fail me )

IN4 Final Online - 19

Jap reading test - 21

Jap speaking test - 28

FNS Lab Test - 29

IN4 Lab Test - most probably 30..still unsure if i want to switch to 1st batch..

Exams - Feb

Attempting to get my focus back on track..

Anyway,Latest project requires us to hack into Windows server...hmm maybe its a glimpse to the future? ( if i remain in this field )

Went to Chinatown yesterday with parents as they wanted to get some things..

As usual, there were many crowds of people snatching up the bargains due to the upcoming Lunar New Year..

Well, i haven't really been to Chinatown when the CNY is around the corner so its a first for me..

Didn't really went for sight-seeing nor see any shots worth taking.. ( Or maybe its because im using my poor quality hp cam so i didn't take any scenery shots.. =x )

many many people

shop selling nuts and they have many weird ones...

Then my mother suggested going to the night market, maybe there were some nice flowers to put for decorations..

everloving

some anime girl on a car =\

It happened that there was a auction going on. My mother who is a fan persuaded us to sit for a while..It reminded me of the previous CNY when my mother stayed till late in the night to bid..She even ran out of cash and poor dad had to drive all the way there to pass her...lol! Had a meaningful talk with them on the way back..some stuff about my education in the future..

For today, basically stayed at home and look through my modules...

Some random shots of Brownie!

Hello, what's this?

Meet my new friend, Mr Golfball!

*plays with Mr Golfball and all owner managed to get is shots of blurry white.

Ok, that was quite a workout..

What!? You mean i still have to smile for the camera???

You owe me big time, Owner....

Till next time guys.

2009-01-06T18:52:00.007+08:00

i just want to forget about today.

Is it really so hard to at least commit yourself to what is required of you?

Is it really so hard that i got to push you guys everyday and still no results?

Is it really so hard to do your respective points while me on the other hand went to school during holidays and did the fucking topology?

Is it really so hard that everything was compiled last minute?

Is it really so hard ? I wonder.

I can also fucking don't care about it, just like you guys.

I also got alot of leisure stuff to do, the difference between me n you people is that at least i put in some discipline and effort.

Yesterday i even got so pissed that i wanted to be absent today and see how all of you die.

2 out 3 projects done. However you guys think we have done well ?

Compared to the rest we are crap seriously.

During the presentation i bet the other groups are laughing at us in their hearts.

I feel like fuck caring everything, you guys don't give a fuck anyway, why should i?

But we are a team. And i'm part of this team.

Its a team effort not today no mood then sua don't do.

You all seen the outcome in our past 2 projects, we are always the last group to present because we have no confidence in our work.

Who would be if its just jiak palang work?

So you all can fucking think or not?

2009-01-02T15:08:00.005+08:00

Happ New year to all !

Watched Ip Man a few days back..he's the man to find if your internet connection is down. I.P. MAN!!! jus kidding.. It's about Ip Man, Bruce Lee's Master. Must say its one of the best Martial Arts Move i have seen. Furthermore the main actor is Donnie Yen !

omg, this scene nearly made me shed manly tears

The Japanese General is giving out white rice to any Chinese person who defeats the Japanese fighters at a ratio of 1 bag per 1 defeated fighter.

The General kills Ip Man's friend in a 1(General)vs 3(Chinese men) duel. Right before the scene shown in this video, Ip Man witnesses one of his acquaintances getting shot to death by the soldier with the glasses for losing a duel with 3 Japanese fighters, though not by the orders of the General. Ip Man gets real pissed off, so he demands a fight with 10 of the black belts. Upon his victory, he refuses to take his reward(10 bags of rice) and the General tells him "again"; Ip Man replies "I did not come here for the rice". The Japanese asks for his name and Ip Man replies "I am just a Chinese". The interpreter tells the General, "He is Ip Man". The blood from the bag of rice is from the guy who got shot earlier.

2008-12-30T21:05:00.003+08:00

Ok i know i havent been blogging actively....Been very busy lately and no unfortunately its not because of fishing but school work...

The most important one of them all ( also the one that takes up most of my time and energy ) must be my IPD project.

but so far i must say its progressing steadily as i'm able to make the above topology work...as for the powerpoint its 70% done... just waiting for the rest to complete theirs and some touch-up.

There's also some Japanese module things to do...

Also trying to understand IN4 experiments by doing Packet Tracer...but only manage to do some...

I'm also slacking behind my making of FNS notes by a few chapters and that amounts to like 60 over pages...

Brownie;

Don't ask me about its name, i didn't gave it to her. We had her for a month plus now. It was given to us by my sister's friend. Initally my parents objected, but after some persuation from my sister, they gave in.

Anyway i'm very pissed with my neighbour. Last Saturday, my maid was going to take our PUPPY, Brownie out for a walk. The door was ajar and before our PUPPY, Brownie was leashed it walked out. My neighbour ( the unfriendly one ) was walking along when our PUPPY just went over and licked her heel. She screamed like she was being mauled ! My maid apologized profusely and explained that my PUPPY, Brownie was just being playful. Just when we thought the issue was over, she complained to the AVA. The officer came and did a check. He saw our PUPPY, Brownie and asked if there is another dog in the house. Even he didn't think that our PUPPY, Brownie would attack anyone. My dad was furious and he was swearing all over the corridoor after the officer left. We would have been slapped with a $5000 fine and this wasn't our first brush with this neighbour. Few years back, we were doing renovations and they claimed it was too noisy. Hello? Then how? Ever heard of noiseless renovations? This incident was known to the WHOLE level. The best part was, today we got a letter from AVA requesting us to pay for a fone of $200 for an unleashed ADULT dog! Didn't the officer himself said that its just a puppy? Or was his sub-conscious mind saying that? AVA, PUB all the same, aim year end bonus anything also boleh. Fucking pissed.

Consequences of living in Sillypore.

Well, im also at a crossroad now. I'm wondering if i should take up a part time job so as to finace my taking of car lisence next year. I just think its time i get a car lisence as it would be useful in the future. However if i get a part time job, i will have lesser time for everything else... family studies ❤ fishing etc. Lots of living exmaples around me... Oh well, lets see how things go.....

Things will be in a blur when sch starts.

2008-12-27T23:16:00.001+08:00

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2008-12-22T22:32:00.006+08:00

Last weekend operation included Sticko, Alan, Mondo, Jarret, SH and I. Once all meet up, chiong ah !

Reached the spot after some walking... Everything was v quiet ...

Was casting l minnow then had a miss...sad.. first miss of the day..

Mondo and me then started to bash around the area haha.. even wade in the water

Not for long heard some commotion, must be they kenna fish liao.. When we got back

its SH that landed a Peacock Bass that took his selfmade spinner !

Efforts were not wasted as mondo landed an eartheater

Moved on to next spot where sticko landed 2 small toman and sh 2 pbs and 1 baby soon hock

( sorry la i no pic, pic at alan blog :x )

Then after some time, someone mention cold coke.....then all desperate for cold drinks liao

So we went to Qian Hu to relax.

Had some fun too.. lol

Since here liao then drizzling, might as well walk around see arowana..

guess whose hand ?

Then head home

This morning went to school to do some IPD and IN4.. reach school at 9++am..
Suppose to meet yu ann at 10am but he smiley.. lol he took wrong bus and went to eunos.. to make matters worse, the TSO say today the labs open until halfday only. Mr Low saw me wait there very ke lian, ask me go to staffrm waiting area to wait got air-con more song. So by the time yu ann arrived..lab rooms close liao.. LL lor.. we go library try on packet tracer..understand abit haha because nothing beats doing hands on practical la.. maybe going back school on this fri or next week too..

Anyway, finished a book titled The Mark by Jason Pinter. Being a fan of city settings, thriller, crime genre novels, the cover page certainly caught my attention. The story is about an uprising young talent journalist who got into a bad situation during an assignment and is soon on the run from both the FBI and an assasin..

This is Jason Pinter's debut novel! He has written 3 books to date.. Check it out if you are a thriller bookworm like me!

2008-12-19T21:26:00.006+08:00

Smiley sia.. Dad ask me pick between 2 fishing trips -D or U

His reason?

I have been fishing too much already.. so he ask me take a break stay at home for Saturday because its the day he never work also...

Of course i chose D because its been the one trip i have been looking forward to go to..

Anyway, yesterday SH Alan Necro Ibr and I went for an overnight eging session..

Met at Beach Rd for dinner, Not long TT and AG also joined us...

some random shots la.. lol

Then we left for our operations...

Drop near some place for purchase of drinks..

so well stocked on drinks..

The night started with SH spotting 2 sizeable squids. Those who had squid jigs already clipped on casted over.. Necro was the first to draw 1st blood ! The 2nd 1 took Alan's jig but managed to get away.. Things bcame slow then Ibr kenna 1 squid too..Resigned to the fate that we can't seem to land any squids, SH and I chaned and starting luring... =x

Suddenly there was action on the water surface, lots of bait fish splashing around as if chased by a predator..SH casted his Gyodo over..twitched.. BAM.. Lines out with that familar tune.. " ZZZZZZZZZZZZ " Wah big ! However, SH was using his longer and softer XC walker that can't seem to keep the big fish in control.. It still took line and we shouted for a gaff..

What happened next was totally unexpected. There was an ucle also fishing at the other end and he claimed that SH's line caught his ... After pumping up, it was indeed the uncle's line ! BUT even before the uncle reel in his line, SH's line was already peeling out and i'm very sure it was a fish... After all that drama.. we concluded that the fish dashed into the weeds and managed to unhook itself and SH's lure got caught on the uncle's line... Sigh, record breaking species in SH's books.

Moved on and soon enough Necro and Ibr hit the squids again.. After a while i had one too! My 2nd ever squid :x Ibr had to leave for work... and we continued our game...refusing to give up.

Slow night, lil action...

Daybreak came and we decided to hunt for queenies.. Unfortunately nothing took interest in our lures so we left home to rest..

2008-12-17T21:28:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time since we went to a certain freshwater spot. SH and i decided to pay it a visit. Woke up in the morning and looked at the sky. Omg.. lots of dark clouds gathering. . Furthermore, we had missed the first light timing due to the low rate of available taxis . Having no choice we hired one and off we go ! Reached the place after a short while and started setting up. Water's not bad considering the heavy downpour yesterday. The only setback is that it is kind of choppy. Nevertheless, we loaded our lures and start to work them, hoping to get something that will give our reel a good run and a nice bend on the rod. Nothing seems to be taking ! I fixed on my 'warhorse', and started to crank real slow, crank once twitch, crank once twitch, followed by some light jerks, felt a tug, and striked. FiSH~A pb ! It wasn't really a big one as i reeled it back without any hassle but it dropped . SH also got one after mine..also drop . . After that we continue casting.. " Wah .. got big ripple coming out from those grass" i told SH . Knowing that it was only a matter of time before whatever was in those grass swim out, we lingered at the spot, casting near that area. " School !" SH exclaimed. Things start to heat up as the school was boiling and swimming at a fast rate. Soon our lures were mortaring all over it. However, the guardian of the school wasn't showing any interest. SH changed to a sammy and walked sharply. That caught its attention and it surfaced ! I quickly casted over , slow cranks with sharp jerks. Suddenly, i felt a very strong tug. " ZZzzzzz.. !" Line was peeling out of my reel in a alarmingly fast pace. A few seconds later it stopped. I pumped the fish back, trusting the strength of my rod . That's when i thought it threw hook, i was wrong as my line peeled out furiously again. It didn't take long before it was subdued.

Thanks to SH for helping on the landing.

Surprisingly the fight was very good for its size. It was released back to the babies after photo-taking. SH, not giving up took out his rattling rapala. He began dragging it across the bottom when something took it and his leader broke. Maybe the leader rubbed against the rocks? After a few last casts, we leave the place and call it a day

2008-12-17T21:20:00.002+08:00

Posted: Fri Mar 07, 2008 12:30 pm

"Wah lau 1st time need to book cab from taxi stand.." As i will be leaving for Vietnam this Sunday, anathan, SH, Dir-en-ciel and me went for a short trip together.. but the Taxi isn't co-operating !? The sky is turning bright soon! . Thankfully, the booked cab came and off we go :! Upon reaching our destination, we quickly setted up and casted our lures.. SH was usual was using his supposed-to-be-banned-but-he-say-its-new rattling rapala and i tried using deep divers . Then SH walked past me, " Siao liao my luck kenna suck already." i commented jokingly. SH gave me a smriking look and casted...............................................

Guess what happen!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

And soon his rod is bending.... liddat also can... must change nick to LS liao..

Soon after... Dir-en-ciel got 2 PB hits , both landed..However he missed a rather huge toman..

anathan soon join in the action with a slightly bigger PB :which gave him a rather entertaining fight.

SH got another hit on the forbidden lure Chromide ..

Eh, everyone got hit liao.. I don't want to be zero fighter!

Then anathan and me spotted a school and casted .. heh heh my rod longer can reach.

Hooked up a few fries before i changed lure to a VIBE and got a bigger sized one

After a few more "last" casts, we decided to call it a day

Bye guys..see you all after 2 weeks

2008-12-17T21:14:00.002+08:00

Rare moment :

Lure got back Ah Lao's fishing set up which was pulled into water by a Snakehead aka
Toman some time ago

Posted: Fri Feb 29, 2008 11:16 pm

SH and me went to wet some lines today. Things were getting bored as there was no action. Then we changed lures and realised we were going to use shads. " Eh competition leh, see who can catch the most fish with his shad. " SH suggested. I agreed and the battle is on ! We settled on a spot and casted.. worked our shads with different techniques like slow retrieve with constant twitching, retrive and jerking, etc etc. "I think my shad abit too small.." SH was complaining then he got a bite! Wah kao.. He gave it a strike and intially i thought it was a toman or a PB, turned out to be a fiesty tilipia which tried to fight like either one.

the fake toman/PeacockBass..

OH NO, 1-0! Nevermind, still early..i continued twitching and after some time.. "Pop!" Omg, a PB jumped out of the water and whacked my shad jus in front of me, so i immediately landed it .

jumped all over the place and became dirty ..

Draw liao leh hehehe :X Walked to next spot.. did the same stuff. We saw a guromi but it doesn't show any interest in our lures..Then a felt i tug on my line and set the hooks. Its a..a.. luohan fish..

Captive for a while.

Proceeded further down. Argh.. my shad kept hooking onto rubbish :giddy: ..so i lifted my rod and twitched so that it won't swim that deep. Hooked onto what i thought was some plastic when it started to put up a fight :..Another PB!

Head swollen liao you still wan catch me..

We decided to call it a day with the scores SH 1 Hizodge 3

2008-12-17T21:12:00.001+08:00

Posted: Sun Jan 27, 2008 1:23 pm

After a not so successful trip the previous day, SH, Me, Dir-en-ciel and anathan went luring...We meet at ard 5 plus and cabbed to the spot. Reaching our destination, we got off the taxi and realised that the driver shortchanged us ! Nvm.. we proceeded to spot and began our morning exercise. As time passes, there were no takes or misses and soon it was daybreak..then..TIO HE LIAO !! SH was the one who drew 1st blood this morning.

See la.. eat summore..><

By that time the sun is scorching hot liaw :timebomb: ..Nevertheless we kept working our lures, trying to make them look feastible to the predators lurking around in the water..I worked my lure tirelessly, twitching slowly with fast and slow motions..When suddenly..ZZZzzzzZ !! My reel screamed with line peeling out.. i striked, raised my rod and quickly tightened my drag as the fish was heading for the bushes of weeds. My appaulase sang for a few seconds before the fish became sluggish and i was in control. What could it be? a toman? a peacock bass? Alias ! Its none of the two...

Belida

heh heh me also got liao :\

Thanks to SH and anathan in helping with the landing..finally..my time to treat drinks liao ~

2008-12-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

Haha this soon hock was dead when me n SH found it, but we decided to pull a prank and tell people we managed to get it to eat both our lures...But of course we told people after that..

2008-12-17T20:55:00.003+08:00

Posted : varies

Random catches in no order :

Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 10:43 am

Anyway, went for a short session alone...Finally a 1kg+ one landed...haha My Birthday present ~ 3Hits - Me 1 Fish 2 line burst lost a lure but nevertheless i'm still happy ( I lost my pink bit stream to tht damned toman )

2008-12-17T20:47:00.001+08:00

Posted: Wed Sep 12, 2007 11:17 am

Rained in the morning, nevertheless SH and me carried on with our plans. Head down to beach rd to meet up with a friend of ours who wants to learn more about luring and got some dosages of poison before heading to our spot.

[after eating this, felt slpy]

Set up and we're all ready for action ! Weather was torturous with the sun bearing down on us but it takes more than that to dampen our spirits. Taught our friend how to work the lures he bought.

Missed foul hooking a huge barracuda quite a distance away :dogeyes:

Then SH got a strange fish( stone fish? ) :eek: :eek: :eek:

Sky starts to darken. Took pictures of the sunset as consolation for no CR ( thats what i thought ! ) :quiet:

When suddenly i saw baitfish darting about. " Oei...Predator whack liao ! " Casted in the middle of them then slow retrieve...then my lure got stuck..Zz..Strike and was about to go over to try to get it out ..WAIT !! MY LINE COMING OUT.."Zzz" for a while .. FISH FISH !! Barracuda? no leh..barracuda where got fight until so sluggish one .. saw the fish soon .. Gao He ~ 800g

Fighting Stance !

Heng never become red lobster for nothing. x=

Close-up of my Virgin Gao

Best of all, i spreaded the poison :blah: :blah:

2008-12-17T20:41:00.001+08:00

Posted: Mon Aug 13, 2007 10:27 pm

Feeling dry for salt.. today free..CHIONG ARH !! quickly call SH, phew he was about to leave house. =x reached the place and casted around ...Saw action but too far leh feel sianz.. decided to lure ard nearby rocks.. lols paid off as i got 3 Goby hits = Hattrick~ =\ SH today cameraman
then pack up n leave..suay thing happen, my slipper broke ...zz

victim 1

victim 2

victim 3

fixed slipper

2008-12-17T20:40:00.001+08:00

Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 11:52 pm

Ended school early so jioed anathan to go cure some itch. Was complaining that my applause never sing song for me one..Looks like i spoke too soon =\ Casted for some time, felt a tug ..STRIKE! Fish on ! " Zzzzzzzzz" My reel screamed. Fish dashed around like crazy but subdued in the end =]

Rod: Bass One
Reel: Ryobi Applause
Line: 10lb fireline
Lure: M.Chase

After i got mine, Anathan also got his PB. His Contender bent like crazy and his PB also put up a fairly good fight =]

Rod: Shakespeare Contender
Reel: Ryobi Zauber
Line: 10lb Fireline
Lure: Slalom

2008-12-17T20:32:00.003+08:00

I will be transfering some catch reports (cr) of fishes that i have caught with my fishing friends into here..

For starters..

Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 7:23 am

Nth to do at home...Suddenly felt very itchy....must cure itch ( also hope end dry spell la =\ ) Go some place cast cast a while... using chug bug but the tomans just don't awnt to take leh.. Switched lure..splash and twitch abit then *BAM* PB ! PB !! Jumped twice before landed kekeke.. sadly, fought 1 unknown which dropped and a bobo toman missed. (as usual. Zzz ). Dry spell ended !

Nar.. i post liao ..happy? lol

Rod - Bass One
Reel - Roybi Applause 2000
Line - Fireline 14lb
Lure - er..forgot name =x

day 2 whahaha.....initially there were some dark clouds at my area..Went down Beach Rd to get my Altima Spoon ( lost mine few mths back =\ )...see the sky raining damn sian..duno wad fish will come eat lure.....already bring tackles liao..might as well go cure the itch so luring at some place again.. noticed got todaks..cast spoon..only show some interest then swim away liao...NVM..walk further..cast cast reel in like ki siao... TIO! ..fish on.. initial burst 2 runs..fun fun !

Rod - Bass one
Reel - Ryobi Applause 2000
Line - Fireline 14LB
Lure - Yo Zuri Altima Spoon.

2008-12-17T17:25:00.005+08:00

Found this game that kept me occupied...

Its a drawing game.

Build the ultimate rollercoaster with this game.

Use the pen tool or the given structures in certain levels of the game
to build give the riders a thrill of their lifetime.

Managed to complete the game but of course not scoring for perfect for all..

Those who want to play go to :

http://www.onemorelevel.com/game/rollercoaster_creator

Lots of other FREE games there too !

2008-12-16T23:02:00.005+08:00

So far been staying at home doing nothing..

Want to fish also cannot due to bad weather..

Caught a movie 'Bolt' with ♥ ytd.

plot wasn't too bad, worth watching on a weekday.

To add on, the student price made it worthwhile =x

Anyway here are the pictures of last Friday

After our last paper, S/Cheryls, ♥ and I went to IMM to have a small celebration?

Ate dinner at the China-style eatary.

while waiting for food, we got bored..

Can't really remember the name of that but it taste pretty good.

(:

2008-12-10T06:26:00.000+08:00

woke up due to relentless dreams.

2008-12-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

Fug Network Security

2008-11-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

HAHA! i motivated my dad to exercise.

these few days have been sweet ~

and we can keep the dog that my sis fren giving away !

well, i duno if its a blessing or curse, lets see how things go.

sidenote: 100th post =\

2008-11-24T19:59:00.004+08:00

Anime Festival over the Weekend ! Many Photos....

Negima

Haruhi Suzumiya

Cosplaying her.

Duno who but cosplayer looks pretty

Gin and Byakuya from Bleach

SYT posed, SYT meant to be shot with camera.

Code Geass !

Knights of Round.

Emperor Lelouch , C.C and me (zzz).

Don't die....

The Beautiful CC.

Zero!

Zero and yours truly.

Well, there are more shots but those above are the better ones. Lotsa idiots were bumping into me as i took pictures thus many were blurred =(. I felt damn Otaku-ish going for 2 days ....

2008-11-19T23:03:00.004+08:00

one of my niceeee landscape shots.

Woke up today feeling super tired. Nevertheless pulled myself up as it was presentation day. Do some 有的没的，then chiong to school.. xiao mei birthday ma.. need pass her gift. So we met along with sheryl at the lib new corner, sibei kanchiong la we all. For starters, i wasn't sure if i would be able to give a smooth presentation, i even prepared points written on (sharity elephant)papers. I don't intend to use the papers to guide me during presentation as it was only for a few sentences, but hey, the words i use carry weight =x Both s/cheryls were also rushing and wondering what to say later for their IS. I think the most noticable gift she got was this HUGE Eeyoreeee! *ME envies. Helped Serene transfer her photos and off we went to class.

I was panicky, according to sheryl and serene because my cd won't work la. Realised the reason, i wrote my details UNDER the cd. Cher say i trying to be funny x.x After a looooooooong time it was my turn. Though i miss a tiny weeny bit of stuffs, i did pretty well.. one of my best deliveries i must say (=.

Rushed home, showered quick change and went out again. Caught a movie with someone , The Good , The Bad and The Weird. Furthermore the cathy crispy chicken sibei song. Everytime i watch cathay i sure buy one. While buying tickets, i presented some voucher to the counter-girl and she was very noob lo.... Hold up the whole queue can....make me become 坏人...Movie was 2hr ++. Not bad for my 1st korean movie watched in the cinema though some parts the subtitle contrast with the background white so cant see. Anyway after a while into the starting of the movie me ROFLED cause there was an animal which reminded me of someone =x AND and and i bought LELOUCH POSTERS!

Sent someone home, hope it was fun for her as it was for me =p. Then it drizzled, by the time i reach chinese garden, it was kinda heavy rain. What to do? I can brave the rain, problem now is i dun want posters to be wet ! So i went to Cheers and buy MARIGOLD STRAWBERRY MILK( no link LOL ), and waited for bus 335, took a stop and got down. I still need to walk a short path and a small road before i can reach home. Suddenly i got an idea, i put the plastic over the poster ( rolled up ), and ran into the rain, machiam baton race runner -_-.

Got home safely and bathed. Here i am typing all this .

ps> Anyone knows where to get transparent wrapping paper or some poster proctection thingy?

2008-11-16T15:22:00.001+08:00

读完书去当兵，出来了找工作，做到死为止。
看谁suay, 喜欢上我，
和的来的哗，就结婚，
和不来，就离婚。
很简单吧。

2008-11-09T04:50:00.001+08:00

knn 的, 好下不下现在下雨.

HOW CAN I GO FISHING LIKE THAT.

2008-11-05T19:10:00.003+08:00

Initially,

"Vote for me..."

Geass Activated !
" I, Barack Obama, runner of US Presidential Campaign, commands you, all of you, make me PRESIDENT! "

Obama wins US presidential.

ALL HAIL OBAMA !

Just a lil humour, im on his side too la.

2008-11-03T20:52:00.003+08:00

right, lets just take a review abt today .

Met Cheryl mei for lunch at canteen 2 before our 12pm lesson. Thankfully i didn't leave the house on time as i knew she would be a lil late ( though i arrived a lil later than her! ) Had IN4 lecture, which was pretty booooring as usual. Csf tutorial comes next and this time i sat next to Terry and Cheryl, unlike the last week =x. Didn't really concentrate as i was having a headache though managed to complete and hand in the questions. Mr Lau then started on Chap 5, where we had to draw those sine waves, which reminded me of Engineering Maths which i sucked at. Wasn't too bad a lesson as i understood most of the lecture. However, i jumped when Mr Lau REMEMBERS and called my name. " Jinghan! What can you tell me about the waveform? " I gave him the blurest look and he decided to call Sheryl :\. Rained so had to take a bus to the bus-stop which has 66 instead of walking. Sheryl and Serene wanted to go to Chinese Garden to take photos for the assignment tml morning but i have lessons, so i gave it a miss.

Loads of thinking today which includes:

1. With such a low GPA, what can i do if i want to further studies?

2. What do i want to be? Goal in life?

Etc.

Bah, if only i had thought of all this cruel and harsh facts of reality before i got into that mess.

Hmm, am also thinking of making spare keys of the gate and house key. I don't carry any of them as my parents claim that they are expensive to make. From my POV, i think they use that excuse as they are afraid i would come back late at night if i go out. Sigh. What did i ever do to make them so paranoid? Its not like i go out and drink and club or so? . Its like for this age its pretty normal to hang out or get engaged with a hobby to escape reality. In my case fishing? Heh. Isn't it a healthy hobby? Often we have these quarrels and i always say. " Then you would rather me drink, smoke and bring girls back home? " seriously, i really can't understand and fail to see their point. Worried? yes i understand but over-worrying and always accusing me of doing something else when i go fishing is plain ridiculous. Once, i even took pictures almost every hour jus to prove it to them. Gosh.

Anyway the fishing lures that i purchased hasn't arrived yet! Damn!

Next time peeps.

2008-11-02T10:32:00.007+08:00

The 4th week of the term is starting tomorrow, i guess thats a sign for me to start some revisions. i REALLY REALLY need to catch up on my Internetworking 4 , Csf, Fns. Just hope i understand.

Anyway, photography assignment worth 30% due Weds! Themes are Nature, Man-made, Landscape - Shots of 4 for each, subjects must be of side light, rim light, shadow, lines, shapes, color, texture, domainace, balance, proportion, repetiton. For the last class, we did went to the Singapore Botanical Gardens for shooting, however, i can't get much inspiration. Only managed a few shots. Plus, i cant seem to grasp the essence of the above criteria. Nevertheless it was fun and there were a few pointers i picked up from the teacher. Been to Botanical Gardens again yesterday, only to find my recharge-able batts malfunctioning on me. Zzz. This morning i also went to the nearby park for some shots. Did a fairly bit for nature and man-made i guess. Haven't viewed the photos on the pc though, hopefully it will turn out find.

Health isn't that good recently too. Feeling out-of-body with mixed emotions. Might be the lack of sleep. Note that its not that i don't sleep enough, jus that most of the sleep time become dream time, so i wake up feeling like i didn't sleep a wink. Its surprising that i hadn't sleep on bus 52 to school and overshot a few times just like last term. The furtherest i overshot was all the way to Macritchie Reservoir bus-stop! And yes it may be also due to the fact that i stopped drinking. Withdrawal sympthoms? Pfft. Who knows.

And shit, i'm finally broke.

Next time peeps.

2008-10-29T23:25:00.003+08:00

1) The person who tagged me:
Lynnette

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
friend ~

3) Your five impressions of him/her:
1. Photoshop expert
2. Talented in many ways ? hahaha
3. Lover of goood music
4. Gamer
5. Always busy with reports =x

4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
hmmmmmmmmm ............................................
5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
i dno leh. :\

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
hey, its fine with me ! HAHAHAHA

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
er, haven't thought about it.

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
er dno

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
she wants me as an enemy? no idea

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
ask her to study hard for the exams lo

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
cool!
12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
joker? emo?

13) The characteristics you love of yourself are:
im cunning >:D in a good way.

14) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
i think too much on certain stuff that are really simple.

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
Lelouch!

16) For people who care for and like you, say something to them:
thanks i wont be here without you.

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
Want to do or not is your choice la.
i steady one.

1. cheryl
2. sheryl
3. huiiwen
4. star
5. faris
6. jr
7. naybor
8. zekai
9. siqiao
10. yeelin

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with?
none.

19) Is no. 9 a male or female?
f

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
no?

22) What is no.2 studying about?
same as me

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
like some hours ago

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like?
emo? rock?

26) Will you woo no.3?
shes attached!

27) How about no.7?
erm...

28) Is no.4 single?
nope!

29) What is the surname of no.5?
lim

30) What's the hobby for no.4?
not v sure.

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
no idea

32) Where is no.2 studying at?
ngee ann poly

33) Say something casual about no.1:
shortyyyyyyyyy

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
yes but it failed cos i realised im straight.

35) Where does no.9 live at?
woodlands

36) What colour does no.3 like?
black

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
they don't know each other.

38) Does no. 1 have any pets?
no.

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
yeah ! hahaha

40) What is no. 10 doing now?
shes online in msn =x

2008-10-19T12:15:00.001+08:00

Humans exist to chase for happiness.
All people are the same,
What everybody is looking for, is just that bit of happiness.
It’s not something special.
The root of all actions, as a person they are very tiny wishes which are obvious in everyone.
These dreams, these words, who can renounce them?
Who has that right?
But, however,
No matter who, no matter what the wish is.
One cannot bind others and the world to himself.
Determine one’s fate.

If, one allows the thoughts of others, to go beyond that of the world.
His existence is merely one which is drifting by the waves.
Crimes and punishment,
Fate and judgment.
What is obstructing us is the past we created, It is the hate between people.
Even then, they should be thanking now.
Yes, At least..
It is the fact that humans exist to pursue happiness.
All the wishes. Concealing those yearnings.
They are born from despair.

2008-10-14T23:01:00.004+08:00

Throughout the holidays, I have 2 more closer kakis! They are Mondo and Ibr (= They always send the group of us thru and fro home to fishing spots and vice versa with no complains ! Salutions to you guys!

Anyway, the school term started few days ago~ which happens to by my birthday as well. Thank you all who have wished me and thanks for the presents!

Have really interesting modules but at the same time quite tough too..Jiayou!!

2008-09-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life, we feel lost, we feel small

Sometimes we don't know which direction to go

Sometimes it is just like a small kid, short, among adults

Sometimes all we see it's "the legs of other people"; just like a kid

Sometimes we need direction, guidance

to

break

through

from

the

crowd

2008-09-25T00:13:00.001+08:00

burn.

2008-09-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

Ok, so the maid has gone back home for a few weeks, leaving us to fend for ourselves..

HAHA. Things arent so bad la. After all i used to help out with the housework when i was young. Didn't do much these days.. Been watching a series KO One online.

KO One is a class in Ba Le High School designed especially for the delinquents and rejects that other high schools would not accept. Even so, everyone in the class is loyal to the leader, Wang Da Dong (Jiro Wang), who is KO.3, and would die for friends. Another KO. 3, Wang Ya Se, also called Ya Se Wang (Calvin Chen), and KO.4, Ding Xiao Yu (Aaron Yan) soon join the class and out of some fortuitous events, their lives become tied together and they become best buddies. Another student, Lei Ke Si (Danson Tang), who had been gone for a whole semester, rejoins the class. Although Lei Ke Se seems like a weak kid with only good intentions, Ya Se suspects Lei Ke Si is KO.2 because legends say that KO.1 and KO.2 are capable of concealing their true identities.

Some of the scenes are super LAME. But still can accept la since i also lame kind =x

Yesterday went swimming. Lie in the sun for a while only tio liao..

If you think this is jialat, you should see the state of my body !

I really get red easily. Be it laughing or being in the sun. Zzz

H isnt in Singapore so i caught up with some of my hobbies beside fishing. Like reading and taking photos.

ok, duno when the next post gonna be :\

issues with myself

2008-09-22T09:33:00.001+08:00

The Square Root of 3

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

2008-09-22T00:33:00.001+08:00

i wish i was someone else.

but i'm me and nothing can change that.

2008-09-18T11:39:00.001+08:00

2008-09-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

Shut up, stop whining and get a life !

2008-09-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

drank, drunk.

lights out

2008-09-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

No one can see the pain that we hide,
They're happy for us to keep it inside,
Our fear is our own; they don't want to know,
Why sould we involve them; why should it show.

You live your whole life in confusion and fear,
The need to feel something unbearably near,
Half of you living, Half of you gone,
And inside you know what your doing is wrong.

The thing's that can help, the thing's that may heal,
Are the flame or the blade and the sting of the steel,
The destruction of skin means the death of your soul,
But there's nowhere to run when your living alone.

2008-09-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

learn absorb listen apply ask practice excel

2008-09-08T20:05:00.002+08:00

Haha taken from somewhere:

So our 3 universities are planning major changes to their programmes to make themselves more attractive to students.

But then, their plans include things like “an interdisciplinary approach to engineering”, “fundamentals in design and management” and “creative producing”. Sian chi pua, man!

Why don’t they teach us things we really, really want to know?

Like this stuff:

1. Will we kena cancer after passing under so many ERP gantries? Sure, not?

2. Who was the first person to look at the white-white thing coming out of a chicken’s backside and think, "Mmm, that ought to taste good."

3. How come the fridge inside got light, but the freezer dun have?

4. How come Ngee Ann Polytechnic is NP, but Nanyang Polytechnic is NYP?

5. If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

6. When your pet caged bird sees you reading the State's Times, does he wonder why you're just sitting there, staring at your toilet?

7. How come the SDP’s logo is so close to the Star Trek symbol?

8. How come the PAP’s logo is so similar to the British Union of Fascists' symbol?

9. How come we’re scared that offering ordinary people more money will make them not want to work, but giving millionaire ministers a fat pay rise gives them the incentive to work?

10. Can blind people see their dreams? Do they dream?

11. Why is "bra" singular but "panties" plural?

12. Do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?

13. Why did you just try singing the two songs above?

14. If you try to fail and succeed instead, then what did you just do?

15. Is it just us, or do other people also see the People Developer logo and always read it as “People De Eloper”?

16. Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing?

17. How can there be self-help "groups"?

18. Why do we kill people for killing people to show that killing people is wrong, and yet we say we are doing right when we kill them?

19. Is Mat Alamak still in the country or not?

20. Is there accountability in Singapore? Sure, not?

2008-09-06T22:04:00.007+08:00

I so want to go romping in Msia one day !

In fishing terms, romping means hunting for sailfish( i think lol ).

It will cost around 400-500 for the trip ? But it doesnt include tidbits and other stuffs.

Furthermore, the fishing tackles needed aren't cheap...

But the fight is totally amazing and the experience is out of this world !

It's intial burst was beresk and my friend described it as ' an aeroplane in the water '. His reel's drag was sounding non stop, with lines peeling out like crazy. ( He showed me the video on his camera thats why i can say this )

This is the life !

Cobia mama!

The waters are way clear and there are even squids in clear day light ! ( unlike Sg )

However, he claims that the jetty wasn't properly developed. He grab hold of a structure on the platform to board the boat and it gave way ! He nearly fell into the sea.

It isn't about the insufficent money as there are people from practically all over the world to goes there for romping. We guessed that it should be a case of bribery all that in the Government.

Though i haven't got the money to go romping outside Singapore, I did go for a local offshore trip. It's a first for me as i always go on luring;( fishing with plastics, metals or rubbers that resembles baitfish that needs constant twitching to make it look alive and to entice a predator fish to whack it for the ultimate thrill, a good lure doesn't come cheap though )trips!

The reason we aren't using lures because for a boat trip, its more sensible to use baits like live prawns or dead prawns as it will entice the fish to bite faster.

Fishes caught are released. We are anglers who fish for solely the thrill not the meat. Lost a big unknown fish though.

2008-09-04T14:12:00.001+08:00

Somebody stop the rain ! Its ruining my holidays.

2008-09-02T23:27:00.005+08:00

Please don't dirty my tagboard. Thanks.

2008-08-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

多一个伤痕，没有什么分别.

2008-08-26T16:46:00.002+08:00

just because i'm quiet, doesn't mean i don't have a lot to say.
just because i appear happy, doesn't mean everything is ok.
just because i'm sarcastic, doesn't mean i don't take things seriously.
just because i forgive, doesn't meani forget.
just because i don't listen to your problems, doesn't mean i don't care.
just because i'm gullible, doesn't mean i can be cheated.
just because i'm stubborn, doesn't mean i'm not easy going.
just because i don't study, doesn't mean i'm stupid.
just because i don't show my feelings,doesn't mean i don't have any.
just because i'm honest, doesn'tmean i'm outspoken.
just because i'm not like you,doesn't mean i'm weird.
just because i'm unsure, doesn't mean i'm afraid.
just because i don't love you,doesn't mean i don't have feelings for you

Certain people only find me if they want something or they want me to take note of something about them.

nothing much to blog;

2008-08-25T01:35:00.007+08:00

The person who tag/pass you is?
Joen;

2. Your relationship with her is?
a gooood friend/ex-classmate

3. Your five impression of him/her?

1) Nice
2) Trustworthy
3) Red ( similar to me lol )
4) Friendly
5) Sarcastic

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Kept one of my dirty lil secrets .. ><

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Rasict? sadly thats all i remember... =\

6. If he/she become your lover you will?
?.?

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
No idea leh.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
mass spam her tagboard ? lol? dunch know.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
taller than her? jk =x

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
give me $ ? wahaha

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
A really good friend (=.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Weird.
Emo?
Young Ahpek x.x
Joker.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Dark sense of humor.
Definitely not a squabber.
Teamplayer.
Able to make a stand.

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Tend to be very quiet sometimes.
Tend to always look back into the past.
Easily annoyed.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Jepun fisherman with my dream fishing tackles. =]

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them :
you are cherished, 爱在心里口难开~

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
They are :

1) regina
2) faris
3) lynette
4) yeelin
5) naybor
6) huiiwen
7) cheryl
8) sheryl
9) siqiao
10) qing^

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Er.. no comments =x

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female.

20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
HAHA. more like interesting

21. What is no.2 studying about?
working for now

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
few days ago

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
jap, korean i think

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
nope.

25. Will you woo no.3?
failed la deh!

26. How about number 7?
Sam will kill me !!!

27. Is no. 4 single?
Nope shes attached to lemon.

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Sim

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
count accounts? lol =x

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
they dont know each other ?

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
not so sure

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
She is my mei~

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
Ex. happy?

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Woodlands.

35. What colour does no.4 like?
dont know leh

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
they dont know each other ?

37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
No idea but she sure is the shortest :\

38. What is no.6 doing now?
In dreamland i guess (=

i guess i just want abit of your attention but it failed terribly.

a star and a stray dog

2008-08-24T12:55:00.006+08:00

single. Make the best of it.
It doesn't mean you're not good enough for anyone,
it means no one is good enough for you.

Everyone says love hurts,
but that is not true.
Loneliness hurts.
Rejection hurts.
Losing someone hurts.
Envy hurts.
Everyone gets these things
confused with love, but in reality love is
the only thing in this world that covers up
all pain and makes someone feel wonderful
again.
Love is the only thing in this world
that does not hurt.

In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly
what you are.
Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will
still think the sun shines out your ass.
That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

lie to me, i promise to believe.

update:

This is INSANE !

No wonder last time angmoh fishermen so fit, you should see the equipment used for fishing these monsters nowdaydas...

2008-08-22T18:49:00.007+08:00

Juno's a good movie !

Ekin Cheung's movies are a pleasure to watch.

Some anime..

Spent the past few days watching stuff on crunchyroll.

I don't know if i'm being emo or what, just feels bloody lonesome.

Maybe i'm an attention seeker

Maybe i love to be a nuisance

Maybe i have pms

Maybe i feel empty

Its just some thoughts that i have in my head.. i know that everyone's kinda busy in their life. Be it taking part in the rat race, studies, etc, all of them seems so occupied all the time. Some of them told me to get a gf so that at least i have someone whom i can really rely on when in times of need and such. Get serious man, there's a reason why i'm single.

guess that's how things go in this life.

Yesterday night i went for another jab. Apparently the doctor told me the reason why some doctors gave instructions to have 2 or even 3 pills as per prescription. He stated that when the pills go down and passes through the stomach, large intestine ( you get the picture ), much of it gets absorbed and what's left is maybe 15-25 %. Thats why in most cases the most effective way is to get poked in the ass ( by a jab of course ).

Bet the usual gang is at Beach rd now.What stupid timing to have this infection too, i have an offshore fishing trip next Sat ! Its my first freaking offshore trip and i'm ready to get a first-hand experience on what sea-sickness feels like.

Its very chilly in the house as it just showered outside. Don't know about you but i love the feel of the breeze. At least i can make believe that i'm outside and an actually gust of wind is blowing across me.

i miss the outdoors dearly.

2008-08-20T20:01:00.004+08:00

Finally, the examinations are over !!!

Passing shouldn't be a problem..

However, i cant celebrate whole-heartedly.

because..

zzz. its an infection and my leg is swollen now. Its swollen and can be compared to the time i tore my ligament on the same leg.

Doc told me it isn't Vibrio infection, to my relief but it still looks pretty bad :(

Bah.

sigh; im running a fever. i'm having chills. im having hallucinations.

i feel so lonely.

What are the Symptoms of Vibrio vulnificus Infection?
Wound infection symptoms may develop within 3 to 24 hours and include:

Rapid swelling, pain, and reddening of skin around wound (present in 100% of infections)
Large blisters, die-off of tissue around wound (30 – 50% of infections)
Gangrene (<10%)
Symptoms of infection due to consumption of raw or undercooked seafood often develop in 12 to 48 hours and may include:

Fever/chills
Nausea/stomach pain/vomiting
Diarrhea
If Vibrio vulnificus infections are left untreated in people at risk for serious infection (see previous list), symptoms may quickly increase in severity and include:

Fluid accumulation, especially in legs
Blood-filled large blisters, mainly on extremities
Septicemia (bacteria enter and spread through blood stream)
Shock (rapid drop in blood pressure)
Death
Amputation of appendages and/or surgical removal of dead tissue may be required to prevent death.

2008-08-16T10:43:00.004+08:00

OK.. now then i see this :x

Tagged by Joen.

Rules : Bloggers that has been tag has to post 10 random facts or habit about themselves. And at the end of it, bloggers has to tag ten peeps to do this quiz :) and of course tell them they have been tagged.

1. Fishing is my love.

2. I sleep with a sotong soft toy.

3. I never sleep on my bed after returning home from school if i haven't bath. ( hey i know some pple who do that ok :x )

4. I want to get inked in the near future.

5. I might go for some surgery in the future. ( if i have the $ )

6. I so so so want a bike licence.

7. I always look back in my past and always say sorry for the slightest reasons.

8. Im easily satisfied . 酒菜不是太好吃也不是太难吃，天气不是太冷也不是太热，生活不是太糟也不是太好。- 我心满意足了

9. I have a soft spot for girls wearing spectacles.

10. I look stupid in caps.

Whoever who wants to do, just C&P :\

Anyways i'm in the midst of my examinations x.x Left 2 more papers !

AND AND ANDDDDD

Did i mention that Wii is fun ? =D

zomg.

2008-08-03T08:56:00.004+08:00

越是苦战我的斗志就会越高.

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You said that if you could flap your wings, you would never come back down
You always aimed for that blue, blue sky

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”

As you awaken from a dream in an unknown world
Spread your wings and take flight

You said that if you would flap your wings, you would never come back down
You aimed for that white, white cloud
You know if you can just make it through, you’ll find what you seek

Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
That blue, blue sky
That blue, blue sky

Using a sound like harsh words, you broke the old window that was rusty
You got tired of seeing the cage, you threw it away and never looked back

The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Kick this window and take flight

You said that if you ran, that you can do it
That far far voice that calls out to you to take your very radiant hand

Just to search for that blue, blue sky
I understand if you fall, but continue to go after the light

You said that if you could flap your wings, you would never come back down
You search for that white, white cloud

You know if you can just make it through, you’ll find what you seek

Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
That blue, blue sky
That blue, blue sky

Lyrics translated from Naruto Shippuuden-Blue Bird.mp3

2008-07-31T20:30:00.003+08:00

1 Module down. Well, at least i fared better than last term's FOOP.

2008-07-27T18:01:00.007+08:00

At around 6 more hours and it's going to be the end of the week. It's no wonder Sat and Sundays are called weekends, because they end very fast ! It's going to be a busy and stressful week coming up. Aoop Mini projs due on Tues, Thrusday Aoop Final Theory and Engineering Maths CCT, Friday InterNetworking Lab and Digital Electronics Lab Tests. I've been quite unfocused and more prone to slacking lately. I think it's due to my insufficent sleeping hours x.x As a result, i have been drinking RedBull again >< I tried mixing it with coke and it tasted... unique? Stayed at home the entire day to do some maths revision and well, i guess i have to take things slow and steady as its one of my weakest subject in my Poly life. Thankfully its the last term that i would have to take it. It doesn't help that i feel so damned unmotivated to start my mugging. Sigh.

I will have to stop pursuing my hobbies for the time being due to the blood-sucking, mind boogling, sleep-killing stress-intensed exams ( which i haven't really made any revisions for =x). But i would still go down Beach Rd (almost)every Friday to hang out with my buddies.

Dad's been not feeling well these few days. I really don't know what to say to him. He's been sighing and such. I guess i disappoint him with some things that i did.

Yesterday, Boy met with an accident and was in TTS ICU. His injuries weren't too serious, just that they want to keep him under observation as this is the second motor accident that he hit his head. I hope he gets well soon and his motorbike wasn't too damaged.

Why does temptation always call out to me in times like this?

i really feel like disappearing

2008-07-23T19:31:00.001+08:00

Above And Below - The Bravery

The song that's been in my head for all this while.

2008-07-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

Maybe's its just the freaking Monday Blues that got me so touchy.

自己对的起自己就好

2008-07-19T00:58:00.005+08:00

All i can say is, don't be the one using those harsh words on people, pushing them to the unseen path of suicide. You'll never know what might happen and when the shit hits the fan, it'd be too late. There is a limit to everything and i'm sure you people have overdone it. I admit, i was also like that in the past but now that she doesn't bother me or so, there isn't a reason for me to bear a grudge. Live and let live.

anyway, screwed up at Task 3 for today's Del Practical..

thus,

Its the weekends !

2008-07-16T20:52:00.001+08:00

One of those fucking awful black days when nothing is pleasing and everything that happens is an excuse for anger. An outlet for emotions stockpiled, an arsenal, an armour. These are the days when I hate the world, hate the rich, hate the happy, hate the complacent, the TV watchers, beer drinkers, the satisfied ones. Because I know I can be all of those little hateful things and then I hate myself for realising that. There's no preventative, directive or safe approach for living. We each know our own fate. We know from our youth how to be treated, how we'll be received, how we shall end. These things don't change. You can change your clothes, change your hairstyle, your friends, cities, continents but sooner or later your own self will always catch up. Always it waits in the wings. Ideas swirl but don't stick. They appear but then run off like rain on the windshield.

2008-07-15T22:16:00.001+08:00

2008-07-15T00:17:00.004+08:00

Exams coming in around 4 weeks time.

So many things i'm not sure.

So many questions and doubts.

So many stuff to revise.

zomg.

I have like no confidence but i know that will change with some help from my chums. (:

On a side note, it's raining now.

I so feel like not going for tomorrow's lesson in the morning :x

But its just a thought . Sigh !

2008-07-12T15:46:00.000+08:00

找一个能一起吃苦的，
而不是一起享受的
找一个能一起承担的，
而不是一起逃避的
找一个能对你负责的，
而不是对爱情负责的
爱情的主体是生活，
一起生活
你能陪她一时的难过，
但你能陪她承受所有的压力吗？
你能给她身体的温度，
但你能给她生活的方向吗？
你可曾想象当热情褪去，
拥抱对你已经没有任何吸引力
你们如何走下去？爱情是盲目的，
生活是现实的
因为爱情只不过是人类为了逃避现实而衍生的产品.
爱，
绝不是缺了就找，
更不是累了就换
聚会是一种缘分，
有时分离也是一种爱的祝福。

2008-07-09T01:49:00.005+08:00

i need sleep. H cancelled the fishing trip.

EDIT: i was drifting to sleep.. when *BAM* a loud sound was heard outside my window. I put on my spectacles sleepily, wondering which inconsiderate person throw something large down. To my horror, the view outside my window was a car with half of the front totally crushed against a tree. The car is also a distance away from the tree. My guess is that it banged the tree and recoiled backwards. My state switched to high alert immediately. Although the traffic was low at this time, there were still a few vehicles but none stopped to help !? I dialed 995 and told the operator the location of that scene as clear as i could. The noise also awakened my family. A small crowd soon gathered below our block. We then observed the whole thing from the window. Soon, some drivers stopped and tried to get the driver in the car out. From what it i see, it looks like a case of drink-driving. After a while, the driver stumbled out, walked a few steps and collapsed on the ground. After a few seconds, the ambulanced rushed to the scene. The medics ( 6 of them ) hoisted the man up and strapped him on to the stretcher and went off. Now there are 2 police cars investigating the accident scene.

You lucky bastard driver. Lucky for you i haven't sleep.

Ambulance.

Police Cars.

Sorry for the sucky pictures :x

2008-07-04T22:57:00.004+08:00

It's a Friday !!! ~

Started the day being in an extremely hyper state. Finally ! I managed to catch the 7:30am bus below my house ! However, it also meant reaching school early. -_- ( Half and Hour earlier in fact.) Did 2 lab experiments for InterNetworking today. Actually its suppose to be 1 person configuring 2 switches A and B but due to some cabling malfunction ( or Layer 8 problem ), Hwee Ting did switch A and i did B. Halfway through the peeps from the next class streamed in our class as they were waiting for their Lab room to be opened. TJK then did some motion which is similar to herding sheep o_o. As usual ended quite early, so waited for the rest in the next class to complete their VCN Lab Test. Don't be disheartened Cheryl mei ~ You can do it !! Lunch was at canteen 1, which was Fish and Chips with Rice ~ yum. Maths was confusing as usual.. x_x( Hopefully i can get my doubts sorted out over the weekend. DigitalELectronics Lab was a mess initally until i understand what the respective pins for the J-K Flip Flop, D Latch and D Flip Flop were. Thanks to ChenCao for helping as well. Next DEL Lab will be an important one as the Lab test will be based on it ! Anyway, AdvancedObjectOrientedProgramming Lab test next week as well ~_~ ZOMG. Things are starting to be in a blur.. However i know i will make it through (: Went straight home for a nap before lazing around the house. After experiencing extreme boredom, Met H at the arcade for some shooting .. woohoo ~ 1st time so near his score for Ninja Assault =x Partially due to the gun being sorta spoiled though.... Exams seem within sight ! Jiayou JH, Persevere !

candid by Cheryl: i spotted it but i couldn't dodge in time.

As Everything Burns Inside, I Never Felt More Alive;

2008-07-01T21:37:00.003+08:00

Currently trying to figure out Premutation and Combination.. Sigh..It isn't going well..I think i have eating disorders. I would eat more if i'm stressed or depressed. It stopped for a while but now it's back again ! I'm suspecting that it might be due to me not jogging anymore. Whenever i used to go on my daily runs, it helps me relieve all the crappy feelings in me. However, H and me have been getting lazier. Well, you have to admit, sitting around and slacking is a Sin. Other than that, i'm also worried about my skin problem. Few months back i got bitten by mosquitos and sandflies which i haven't recovered from ! Although i have consulted a doctor, the itch just wouldn't go away. It worsens at night as i have no control over my scratching ( which i do it subconsiously in my sleep ). I literally tried alot of ways like using the heat from a hairdryer to blow on the wounds, spraying alochol on them and even melting candle wax on them ! I'm trying another cream now, if it doesnt work as well, i need to see a skin specialist. X.X

sidenote: Jacky Wu's fang kuai dance is COOL !

You can't go through life quitting everything. If you're going to achieve anything, you've got to stick with something.

2008-06-28T11:35:00.005+08:00

I changed the blogskin because i really don't know what are my dreams.

I haven't found what makes me complete, that special thing.

I have absolutely no idea what i want to be in the future.

Maybe something with Nature or Animals?

I feel that they are more easier to handle than humans.

I've been moody lately due to thinking too much i guess.

Sorry if i made you guys worried. Thanks for your concern(:

Sort of stumbled across this on the net .

我的女神 ~ !!

2008-06-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

为什么不管是娱乐还是读书方面, 无论我付出多少，结果还是一样不理想。。

2008-06-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

在这个荒谬的世界里，好人实在是难当.

Sometimes i wish i was as smart as Yu Ann.

Sometimes i wish i was as lucky as H.

Sometimes i wish i was as hardworking as Serene.

What are my strengths?

What is my purpose?

Focus, Jinghan.

Focus.

2008-06-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

2008-06-09T20:59:00.004+08:00

http://star-little-business.blogspot.com/

Visit this blog which sells Ampoules and pc parts ~

Anyway, days have been quite boring, so nothing much to post. :x

Some pictures of the SPI spooky tour.

We went Old Commando Barracks, Old Changi Hospital and The House of tombs.

i only took some pictures of OCH. So yeah :\

H's and mine torchlight were the brightest, so we sort of ruined the eerieness.

Someone in my group saw somethings though but its not in my pictures.

Seen anything weird? :x

2008-06-05T19:31:00.007+08:00

Made a short trip to the library today as i wanted to borrow a novel.

and guess what i saw...

OMG. FISHING COMIC! 钓鱼乐翻天 !<3

I have heard of this kind but never really saw one before with my eyes as they are all pretty old series edition.

Of course i got excited and went finding for more but i think some guy/girl beat me to it. :<

Only managed to find 2 of them *sob*.

After that met up with someone to buy a lure and went home.

& on a side note, im not shuai -_-

.

This is a picture of Regina who is one of my meis.

I have known her for quite some time.

Her initial irc nick is very unique and due to it i got to know her more. ROFL.

Sorry ah guys, shes attached to Faris Lim.

Want to know more?

Go visit their blogs lah.. under ChickenRice.

2008-06-04T23:52:00.006+08:00

Had a hell of a time yesterday with some of the 10 Days Band people, brings back the old times
when we were in secondary school. x)

and... Common Tests are OVER !!!

Overall :

VCN = should be able to score.

EM3B = 70+ MARKS PLEASE.

AOOP = Pass tolong !

DEL = Just pass also happy.

Lots of events lining up this week. Faris invited us to his house for lunch on Friday. I am also joining Hairul and the rest for the SPI trip on Friday. Oh yeah, someone commented on my hair >:D kekeke Ego abit up larh ! :x

HUAT AH !!!!! SchoolofEngineering lucky shirt which i always wear in times of Common Tests and Examinations. Will i make it through this time with no fails?

*update:

Just came back from a short fishing trip at somewhere near, I sneaked out of the house successfully at around 2am and met H after which we cabbed to the place. H caught 2 species but i didn't get any. Walked back as the cabs are really not going our way or just plain idiot drivers who just zoom pass us. Luckily i made it home in time without being discovered, its now 5:39AM and there goes my sister's hp wake-up call alarm. Oh well better luck next time !!

some quiz

2008-06-01T21:40:00.003+08:00

1. if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?

MURDER! Nah, have a talk with her i guess.

2. if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

To have a long, good and dreamless sleep not death though;

3. what will your dream wedding be like?

To have no wedding.;

4. are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

yes;

5. what's your ideal lover like?

simple, wears glasses, sense of humour, nice looking;

6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

being loved by someone;

7. how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

depends really;

8. if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

go fishing? LOL!

9. is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?

no;

10. Is being tagged fun?

depends;

11. how do you see yourself in ten years time?

alcoholic;

12. who are currently the most important people to you?

family and friends;

13. what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

commited to work, easy-going and always busy :x hahaha;

14. would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

single & rich wins hands down;

15. what's the first thing you do every morning?

open my eyes? LOL!

16. would you give all in a relationship?

not anymore;

17. if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

the one who is dumber;

18. what type of friends do you like?

anyone with a basic sense of hygiene;

19. what type of friends do you dislike?

those that only think for themselves;

tagged by: lynnette

the 8 people are: i got no idea ._. anyone who's reading and want to do it.

tag me if you've done it after looking at this post. ( If you want to . )

mehmeh

2008-05-30T23:34:00.011+08:00

i'm an addict. ( at least, only to the red bull )

Didn't really got much sleep last night as H and me went for a very last minute squidding
session. Parents really not happy with this one and to make things worse the squidding ground
has new signs that says no fishing. I hate NParks, its like they are closing all the potential fishing
grounds and encouraging us to do illegal fishing. Oh wells, consequences of living in Sillypore.
Anyway as the Common Tests are just next week, we decided to study. 'We' as in Kian Hong, Si
qiao, Sheryl and me. Started from about 9 to 12? Did a little revision and we went to catch the
movie :

Sweet Rain 死神の精度 Accuracy of Death.

Kaneshiro plays Chiba, a grim reaper/shinigami who isn't very clear of human emotions and adores music. He hasn't seen a clear blue sky before as it's always raining when he's on the job. If a person's time is up, he will have to judge if they die or not. He often proceeds with the ending of life. However there are altogther 3 characters who will change that, an OL (Kazue Fujiki; very cute can! :x), a yakuza and a hairdresser, the story will unfold by the time it comes down to the last character.I still wondered if that dog in the show was his boss or sidekick. I had no idea how i managed to stay awake throughout.

Well, i'm geared for a weekend of intensive studying, lets just hope i stay
focused , shall we? (:

>__<

>__O

O__<

MEH!

Tokio Hotel's music is good. Check them out!!

-letting go was the right thing to do.

29th May

2008-05-29T20:57:00.005+08:00

I'm desperate to move on,but I'm sad to see you go

its a fucking thrusday.

life's been ok so far except for some instances.

some instances like lonliness, depression

its when the darkness engulfs me and well i become another person.

you see, behind every joker there will be a much darker side,

maybe something tramatizing happened,

maybe loved ones are lost,

maybe there don't feel so secure with themselves,

nevertheless this side will only come out when they reach out,

and grasp onto air,

when they try to make interaction with people whom they thought mattered,

when they need a listening ear,

when they are afraid everyone else in their life will drift away.

that's when the other side awakens and trys to fight for a permanant place in that person,

poisoning his thoughts, breathing life into his actions,

leaving a wake of coldness before him.

I'm scared because thats when i feel alive,

will it ever overtake my will and become me finally?

dead

2008-05-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

JINGHAN IS DEAD.

misery

2008-04-28T19:29:00.002+08:00

Misery is an old friend of mine.
I pause and look around for you.
Misery stands behind me, and she laughs.
I search for your quieting presence vainly.
She’ll hold me close on cold nights.
comforting my lonely soul.
Misery’s embrace is all that ties me.
She will always be there for me.
She will always catch me when I fall.
Misery loves company.

monday

2008-04-27T23:11:00.003+08:00

i felt damn sick today, it's like unwell though i'm not sure how come i felt so uncomfortable. The meals today seem tasteless and i totally had no appetite at all. Being the home-body today, i finished reading the novel i lent from the school library and tried to do some DEL and EM3, it was then i realized that i had difficulty in some parts. Basically rotted the whole day, did alot of thinking which was a bad habit. Anyway just bathed as i went to jog just now regardless of how sick i was, it was the only way i could vent out my emotions. However, there's this sharp pain at my chest. Will i live to tomorrow?

-monday blues.

man u lost

2008-04-26T23:04:00.003+08:00

the strongest people during the day;
are the ones that cry themselves to sleep at night.

sighz

2008-04-25T23:45:00.005+08:00

a star and a stray dog..

a simple phrase that reflects me and her.

she's just like that bright star in the dark night,

i'm just another stray dog, lonesome, left to fend for myself.

maybe it's just me thinking too much,

maybe i'm not made for this,

sometimes this emptiness is too much to bear,

sometimes i wonder who might be that someone,

could it be her?

it's been a long time since i become back my old self,

it feels so cold, so lonely, so dark

it's been like this since a long time

i have been surpressing it for ages

i can only see others being happy,

myself? nothing but a broken and silently tormented spirit.

nothing left to believe in

nothing left to live for

just an empty shell

just that lonesome figure behind all the crowd

just that quiet lingering soul roaming aimlessly

just another person questioning his existance in this world.

will i ever go back to my disillusioned ways?

let the blood flow?

let havoc run through my life?

let me have more regrets in the future?

let me lose myself in these emotions spinning out of control?

help me please.

pain

2008-04-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

what's with this pain?

1stfriofaprilsch2008

2008-04-18T19:59:00.004+08:00

It's the first Friday of the school term !!

& i'm not revising..yet.

Been doing this for the past few minutes: http://www.freerice.com/

Yu Ann pasted this link to me.

Give free rice to hungry people by playing a simple word game, 20 grains of rice will be given to the UN World Food Program to help end hunger.

See if you can beat my record !

sometimes

2008-04-15T18:18:00.003+08:00

sometimes you just need to cry and be sad; you need to break down and be torn apart; you need to learn how to pick yourself up and put yourself back together.

sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first. cause without sadness, there is no happiness, you would never learn to smile .

&sometimes, you just need to be alone. sometimes, not even your best friend needs to know.

Had only 2 modules today but had 3 long hours for both.

I was initially very worried that i won't understand Digital Electronics but it seems like i'm off to

a good start ~.

As for Adanvced Object-Oriented Programming, well honestly i have forgotten all the

fundamentals :x I guess it just mean i have to put in more effort !

Alright enough about studies.

Met up with the YEP trip people during break and after school and walked around ~

Haha there're good company (:

If it's meant to be, it will be .

pissfishing

2008-04-12T20:00:00.005+08:00

It's Saturday; that means 1 more day to go before school reopens. Had 2 nightmares last night,

one was so bad that i cried in my sleep. Sigh. Anyway went to school to buy books and met Yu

Ann for a short while. After that another one of those annoying April showers fell ( which meant i

can't go fishing later if it resumes ). Was supposed to have lunch at home but Dad called and

claimed that its fish porridge. Knowing that i don't like to eat porridge, he told me to settle my

lunch outside. So i made my way to the Bukit Timah Hawker Centre and ate Fried Oyster or Or

Jian. It's been a long time since i tasted it and by far in my opinion, Westmall and Bukit Timah's

Or Jian is the best! Took bus 66 to Jurong Entertainment as i wanted to train my Ninja Assualt .

To my dismay, the machine was off, which probably meant it was spoiled. Wasted ! And to think

H and me replayed that game for almost everyday of this week. Oh well, i went home and took a

nap. After waking up the rain stopped so i called my buddies. None of them are free -_- so i had

to go on a solo trip. Hit nothing at my usual spots so i decided to walk through this area to access

my other spot. I told the security guard i was going to another area and not fishing in his

premises. Had no luck so by the time it was 7:30 pm i left and walked through the area again.

" Eh boy, why you taking the fishing rod and walk in?"
" Uncle, i'm just now that guy la. I walking to the other exit."
" No fishing ah ! No fishing ! You say you going to the other exit right ? I call my partner to check. "
" Check la ! Like i want to fish here! "

He was damn lucky that there was lots of people around, if not i would have whacked him

already. Just now i still so polite talk to him, now he gl with me. #!$@ I reached the other exit

and wanted to tell his partner " Tell your fucking friend i reach liao." Who knows when i went to

his office he's not around. Must be getting his ass poked by his partner.

respect doesn't come with age, you have to earn it.